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WolfgangFTM
Приєднався 4 чер 2008
I am a 30 year old Transman in Ohio. I post blogs as I see fit of my transition.
I started testosterone on Jan. 3, 2011. And I had top surgery on June 10th 2016.
I see it as my personal mission to help educate both transgender people on a safe and legal transistion, as well as educating the general public on various transgender issues.
I also have a background in Suicide Prevention and proudly worked with Trevor Project both unoffically and officially for years, educating more than 50,000 at-risk youth and staff alike about transgender issues.
I started testosterone on Jan. 3, 2011. And I had top surgery on June 10th 2016.
I see it as my personal mission to help educate both transgender people on a safe and legal transistion, as well as educating the general public on various transgender issues.
I also have a background in Suicide Prevention and proudly worked with Trevor Project both unoffically and officially for years, educating more than 50,000 at-risk youth and staff alike about transgender issues.
3.5 Years Post Op Update
Just a quick show & tell on my chest 3.5 years post op. Exercise is important!!
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Soft Sock Pack update - Machine washable
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Put my soft sock packer through the wash. It held up beautifully! No special wash instructions. I threw it in with a batch of colors and 2 dry cycles. It got beat up pretty good. 👍
DIY Soft Sock Packer - All sewn up
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I finally finished sewing up the DIY soft sock packer. Here it is! If you are interested in me making you one, send me a message!
My Story: How I figured out I was trans - pt5 "Coming to terms"
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Im sorry for the volume in this one, I start to lose my voice when I talk too long about things Im not so comfortable with. This wraps up "How I figured out I was trans"
My Story: How I figured out I was trans - pt4 "The Actual Realization"
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Finally sitting down and telling my story Starting with my earilest memories up until my transition One day my best friend came to me and said she was dating a trans person and the rest is history
My Story: How I figured out I was trans - pt3 "Dating"
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Finally sitting down and telling my story From my earliest memories to the start of my transition. I immediately knew something was off when I started dating.
My Story: How I figured out I was trans - pt2 addendum
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My camera cut off on my last couple points.
My Story: How I figured out I was trans - pt2 "Red Flags"
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Finally sitting down and telling my story, Starting with my earilest memories up to my transition and all the crap in between. Talking about several of the "red flags" I had growing up that really showed how I was different than other girls.
My Story: How I figured out I was trans - pt1 "Dreams"
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Finally sitting down and tellung my story. Starting with how I figured out that I was trans in mostly chronological order. My earliest memory was a dream I had where I was a boy. Its been a reoccuring dream my whole life and has always held a lot of significance for me.
My Story: Coming Soon
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Im finally going to sit down and explain my story. From my earliest memories and figuring out that I was trans to finally transitioning and all the crap I was put through in between.
Raiden Quinn stood me up... - follow up
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Clearing a few things up from my previous video
My jawline changed!
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First time Ive been "clean shaven" in 6 years and there was a surprise hiding under my beard: a square chin!!
DIY Soft packer How-To
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Materials: a sock, scrap cloth, scissors, safety pins, and a sewing kit / machine. A sewing machine would make this a lot easier. I also recommend getting your shapes and proportions down with the safety pins *before* you sew.
Cheapest, harness-free, hassle-free soft packer
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This DIY soft packer is, in my opinion, hands-down, the cheapest, easiest to make, most hassle-free packer design there is.
Top Surgery Update 2 yrs 2 months Post-Op (long)
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Top Surgery Update 2 yrs 2 months Post-Op (long)
Preparing a needle for injection / SubQ
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Preparing a needle for injection / SubQ
2 weeks post op, drains out, tape off!
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2 weeks post op, drains out, tape off!
How I'm healing, better view of my chest, surgery scar aesthetics
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How I'm healing, better view of my chest, surgery scar aesthetics
Post op appt + taking control of your own healing process
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Post op appt taking control of your own healing process
Outside without a shirt for the first time
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Outside without a shirt for the first time
To the victims of the Orlando massacre
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To the victims of the Orlando massacre
Wolfgang delete this.... Babyface
I don't care about size what I want to know does it help with long lasting erections?
Happy for you man!
Really awesome progression bro. I have been watching over the last 4 years ish. And would love to see some current videos.
You look fine to me. As a man who's worked out six days a week for most of my adult life you're doing better than a lot of men when it comes to size, cut, and definition. Like everything else worth having it takes time, dedication, and discipline to maintain.
Great explanation and thank you verry much for your review.
You look great! 😳😘
Found you randomly on Ryan Barnes youtube. Anyways... damn. Well, being a guy isn’t easy at ALL. Like in Ryan’s vid, especially in the financial and dating depts... just hang in there. Try not to focus on it. Do you, let your significant others fall in line when it’s time, organically. Internet dating can be sketch sometimes forsure as well. Also, is this your first date with this woman? If so, I would definitely recommend you to not take a girl out to a wedding as a first date. It’s a nice gesture and very loving/giving, but that kinda thing can be a little intimidating for men and women, too early on while dating. That’s something you wanna do when you have built an amount of real history. Like, at minimum, 6-9 months of actual relationship time, not just casual dating. Also, I HIGHLY recommend you read Corey Wayne’s book on dating, “How To Be A 3% Man”. Wouldn’t stress that enough. You gotta read it at least 2-5 times to really get a hang of dating and winning over your dream girl. But even reading it once and memorizing some of the facts will improve your communication with other women, and people in general, by a great amount. Anyways, just wanted to help out a bit! 🙌🏼 Best of luck to you, I’ll be struggling my way through this life trying to find my one day wifey for lifey as well... we’ll make it out on the other end alive and happy lol! Just don’t give up. Persistence is key!!
I'm glad your surgery went well, and that the sensitivity has came back ! I'm excited for when I can get top surgery, honestly I don't know when that'll be, but whenever it is I will take your advice into consideration.
I'm a trans Ohioan, my insurance covered my testosterone. I don't know if they'll stop covering, or if they'll continue, hopefully they will because otherwise I probably won't be able to afford it, as I can't get a job currently with everything going on.
My insurance used to pay for my testosterone. They denied my surgery. However if you apply at just about any grocery store you can find a job right now.
@@WolfgangPwnz Yeah, I think I'll be fine for now, as I recently started testosterone. Thanks for the reply.
What was wrong with your chest? if it was gyno, they shouldve never done that big of a incision
Im female to male transgender and I had DDD's before surgery. Thats why my scars are so large.
Interesting i never seen this or heard about it especially since this is a year old. Im sorry this happened to you nobody deserves this. Maybe it was just bad timing who knows. I hope things are better for you. Your very handsome and sweet and you have this sad puppy thing going on. Lol its cute. I hope life is treating you better these days hun. Im sure you'll find someone special one day, if you haven't met her already. If you take anything away from this just know one thing what happened wasn't your fault at all I know how easy it is to blame yourself when situations like these arise.
Thanks!
My son just had the surgery 3 days ago? How are you holding up now!
A lot better. I have an updated video on my channel. I had a lot of numbess fpr two years after the surgery until I started working out this year and Im about 90%+ normal Id say. Exercise is key to healing properly! But not too soon or else you can stretch out your scars.
You look fantastic .. and happy. Good for you 😁
GET OVER IT! She is shallow and vapid and just too full of herself for anyone else. MOVE ON!
Stood me up too
RIP that's why i keep this video up. To serve as a warning.
You've come a long way!
Thank you
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COLLEGE?? You looked so young
18-19 something like that in this video lol
Wolfgang, wassup, mate? What happened to the nips? Hadn't the grafts survived? You could tattoo some fake ones, ya know. Wish ya all da best!
I chose not to have my nipples put back on. I actually prefer the way I look without them and do not plan on getting tattooed ones.
@@WolfgangPwnz Cool! It's your body at the very end. Hehe... The scars have healed really well, btw.
@@user-ro5iu6br4f Thank you!
And dude you said yours is about 8 inches! Mine says 7.5 inches how come yours is longer? im mad!
Gotta say tho that cockring is not worth it! Mine pop off my dick after the second use of me pumping but its ok tho cause i still have my old cockring from one of my later pumps so its all good
Thats exactly what i got! Im average but i still want it a to be lil bigger so this pump works great for me👍
you have to wright a blues song about this
I dont write songs but I do write poetry and I did actually write one about this situation.
Raiden queef is a psychooo how can u mistake that man voice
You’re handsome! She’s crazy for doing this to you!
I don't agree in the way she went about it but people get stood up all the time you can't let that shit affect you did you ever just like okay well maybe she just doesn't like me you're not entitled for her to like you it's crazy to me that you actually took the time to make two videos about getting stood up when people get stood up all the time smh
She lead me on for 4 months and ghosted on me the night before we were getting together without a word otherwise. Had she went about it a different way, I wouldnt have made the videos! She makes her LIVING off men like me, they deserve to know.
I came here from one of your older videos and I wanted to say that I’m really happy you’re in a better place. It was actually kinda reassuring
Its been a struggle but Im still here 👍
Thanks for this series. It certainly shows that your brain was configured as a boy. It is amazing how persistent and re-occurring these dreams were. Perhaps you could say more about your difficulties in potty training. You might also describe some of the self-made STP designs you came up with later on. Did you have an opportunity to try some of them out outside, or in the shower? I agree, this is not the kind of thing typical girls even consider trying.
Hey try and learn to love or even like yourself. If you have low self esteem and don't like yourself people can sense that and it keeps them away. Yes easier said than done, I know you've been through a lot. Your mood always seems a bit down if you don't mind my saying.
I DO like myself. I like myself more than anyone else. My problems are just so consistent its very hard not to think theres something fundamentally wrong with me. And I usually am always a bit down, because bad shit keeps happening to me.
Well Im still having trouble seeing comments but Ive got them in my notifications. @That1Grl Its not quite silly when you havent been on a single date in 5+ years cuz youre trans and literally EVERYONE has ghosted on you. I thought a trans girl was going to be different. @Chole Nichole She was actually open and upfront about that from the beginning. I told her I wasnt financially capable of that and she told me flat out, she was not interested in my money. We connected over the both of us being trans and having the same problems dating.
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You still don't have no feeling your upper chest?
Its still numb / tender in my *lower* chest. Yes.
Sorry to hear that happened. Try not to judge yourself by other's attraction to you. You can drive your own path.
Easier said. I haven't been on a second date since before I was old enough to drink.
Why you have a long scar on your chest? You couldn't do it the other way? Or you had to much access tissue
Kenery Thompson I was a DD before surgery, I had to have a double mastectomy.
@@WolfgangPwnz how much did it cost? I have gynecomastia I'm trying to get rid of mines
Kenery Thompson $6000
@@WolfgangPwnz how's the recovery? Will the scars go away over time?
Kenery Thompson its been 2 years and its still kinda sensitive but that was probably my own fault by not massaging enough. Scars are permanent but I did a lot to take care of them. I talk about it in my 2 yr post op video
How old are you? You look amazing
Alexander The Beast - Im 28
Good to see you after so long. You look great wolfgang!
Does the penile pump really work?
Dude, I'm highly impressed you outgrow the smaller tubes, as a tran, amazing!
Hey man great video! How's the results of the size & girth? I have a 5 inches & planning to get at least 7 inches. Do you think this product will get me there & how long will it take for me to reach that goal?
hi dose this also make my penis longer??
Just call me @ 210-719-9874 thanks or text me
uhhh how about email instead? Im not comfortable giving out my phone number to a stranger on the internet.
It's very important so can you comment back to me thanks
bro I need help with this pump thing , I have one & need more info , call you call me ?
What do you need help with?
Hi WolfgangPwnz. I actually went and bought this product based on your review a long time ago and have just recently got around to using it... All is well so far, but I cant speak to the LONGEVITY of the gains having only used it twice. I'd like your opinion on this, thanks for your video.
Welll as with all pumps, the "immediate" results dont stay around. But, with *consistent* use, eventually you will get bigger. Its going to take months and years to get bigger. Thats the reality with all pumps. I recommend this one specifically because its cheap, just as durable as any $100 system, and you have all the room in the world to grow. Way too many FTMs waste money on $100 "clitoral" pumps where you'll outgrow the 3 tiny cylinders in the first year, if youre not already bigger than some of them. That was my problem, when I found out the size of the cylinders of clitoral pumps, I was already bigger than the first 2 cylinders. The regular advice is work your way up to being able to handle a 20 minute session. Then work your way up to a 20min session every day. Try taking 1 week to work up to a single 20min session. Then just do 2 20min sessions week 2, 3 20min sessions during week 3, and so forth, until youre doing it 5-7x a week. I believe this is the way to get the best results. Thats going to take 2 months and you very well may see some results in that time. I myself plan on soon committing to a schedule, because Ive figured out I probably wont have bottom surgery until Im 40-50 due to money issues, and Ill make videos as I see fit to document growth.
Thanks for the reply. I can't speak to your situation but I wish you well. I was asking more so for the regular dude that wants to know if they can gain some size down there. I mean, already girth seems improved. Thanks for the advice and the routine. Do They work for average guys too who aren't trans gender I suppose is the question?.. Many opinions contradict that's all. What do you think?
Ohhh well thats slightly different but really, the same premise. Scientifically speaking, the penis and the clit are made of the same genetic material. So if a clit can grow using a pumping routine, so can a penis. The difference would be simply in the size of the product you need, though, this one is a pretty good general size and I feel like a lot of guys would benefit from it as well.
Congrats!
I was in incredible pain when I had my top surgery. I had to wear my binder for 6 weeks, and I completely understand. The first week was the worst pain I ever had in my entire life. I was extremely sick, and I would pass out and wake up and cry and scream and it was a nightmare for me and my mother who was taking care of me. I wasn't taking my pain pills because they made me so ill, and so I was going on Advil. The nausea was the worst, but I also have gastrointestinal issues as well. The vest was the second worst part of the recovery. It was so tight and I had it on for so long. My back was completely fucked up, my shoulders hurt so fucking bad, and I have plans to set that bitch on fire now that I don't use it anymore. Anyway I had my surgery on February 12th so if you have any questions or whatnot feel free to message me about it and I'll help as best as I can. Congrats man. It's going to be tough but when you see your silhouette in the mirror and see that flat chest it's worth it
yea i called up the hospital and told them how the surgical binder was keeping me in worse pain than the actual surgery, and they said I could take it off. Im going in on Monday to be seen asap by my surgeon and was told Ill probably be changed to an ace bandage, so my mom went out and bought me one to get me through the weekend. I feel SOOOO much better now!
hmmm try it with the the Vida glow marine collagen good luck!
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Hey man so I just got my script yesterday and it turns out Care Source does not cover hormones... it was $67 where i got it, and was lucky that I had money on me and people willing to help. If I wanted to get my insurance switched so that it covers it, where would I go? Or is it because I didn't get it covered under hypogonadism?
Brandon P Well theyre lying to you either way. Caresource is SUPPOSED to cover hormones for transgender reasons as well. ( therapy and hormones were made sure to be included in obamacare, its surgeries that are hit and miss) Mine IS covered on hypogonadism. You can tell them youve got a friend in Dayton who gets his covered. But that may be one of the reasons theyre giving you problems. A lot of people will refuse to give you shit purely for being trans because THEY dont think it should be covered. Is your ID male yet? Thats why my doctors listed me for hypogonadism, because Im legally male and he didnt want me to have to wait for my hormones.
Brandon P Also, people who work at Caresource will also give you the runaround for transgender reasons purely because THEY dont think it should be covered either. Sometimes youll have to have it ran through a few times by different people. Wading through all the personal bias shit is rough.
My doctor was the one who told me CareSource won't cover it. He gave me the prescription and I went to the pharmacy, they told me it was $67..also, my doctor works with a lot of trans people. I told him about you and how I thought it would be covered but he was saying something about how CareSource said that they don't cover it...I don't fuckin know man, but yes my I.D. does say male, it was actually really easy to get that done, too.
Brandon P Your doctor is lying to you. =/ That really sucks. Telling a doctor theyre wrong is not an easy situation to navigate either. Ask if he can write you down for hypogonadism? I really wouldnt know what to do about that aside from calling up Caresource yourself and asking someone if its covered. Truly everything is SUPPOSED to be covered by Caresource's own wording in the book. ( though, we DID find out the one eye doctor that accepts Caresource actually refuses to comply with Caresource's rules and wont pay for contact lenses even though the book says they will. This might be a case like that where people are refusing to comply ) Maybe.... maybe you could call up my doctor? Maybe my doctor could set your doctor straight, like explain your situation and see if he can call your doctor and talk him through how to PROPERLY treat you and get caresource to cover you. Dr. Robert Brandt Jr @ Wright State Physicians
Brandon P Becauses its not just "might" be covered. It IS. I have not had to pay for any of my testosterone or syringes since getting on Obamacare. My therapy for my surgery letter is covered. And were about to find out if my top surgery can be covered. Ive got the names of 2 local surgeons who accept caresource, and by caresource's own definition they cover medically necessary cosmetic procedures, and it IS medically necessary if you have a surgery letter. Ill make a video about it as soon as I have more concrete info.